My Mind

Secrets that no one knew
Racing with thoughts
So complicated with scenarios
Of altering happily ever afters
Curious am I
To know if I will be
Loved, protected, cared for
The one thing my own father never showed to me
Depressed and dark with horrific scenes
What's real? What's fake?
I don't know
What is going on in my mind
I wonder
The mystery of my thoughts inthrawl me